Music lover....

SoMeTiMez....

2009-10-08T21:12:00.001-07:00

Science competition

2009-08-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

Yay~ I'm back from the science competition in Kangar,Perlis!!! :D It was a really great experience for me back there.. We had to stay in a resort which was located in a forest.. >.< there were huge spiders n insects everywere.. it was scary..... but it's nature.. what can i do?? yeah.. i did complain the first night.. but after that, i realise.. whats the use of complaining? it wun help anything.. in fact, it'll make me feel more fustrated.. So, i tried to b positive bout the place.. Wow.. jus thinking positive changed my whole mindset.. i even enjoyed the stay.. Nature.. We saw monkeys..played football in mud. n even played in the stream which was extremely cool. :)

So..anyways... we went for the science comp at a teacher's institution... it was a fairly big place.. The judges were quite friendly..Thank goodness.. :D We had fun there...

Music camp~

2009-06-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

aAaA~ music camp was great! :)
I learned so much about worship.... N i realise that its much more important then i thought it was...
It helps us 2 have an intimate relationship with God.. n so much more....
But i dont have any pics to post nw..... so nxt time.....

HoLiDaYs..

2009-06-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

It's holiday time!!....
I'm suppose to feel happy.. but im not..
im unhappy because i wan my results back... plus many other reasons...
Life sux so much...

2009-05-13T18:25:00.000-07:00

Maths time was the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The teacher is damn hilarious...XD
U noe...1 mesra is noisy all the time.. n she always say ''BE CONSIDERATE'' or '' DONT B SELFISH'' !!!! XD
n everytime wen she says that............................ sng wud always say '' im NOT selling fish!''
Den we'll always laugh.. hahaha
Till teacher couldn stand it anymore..she was like you noe all of u are soo ANNOYING!!
den sng said TAHU PUN..hahaha
teacher got so mad.... lol..... still got some more...
She had to go out of claz to get somethings..... den our claz went out of control as usual..XD
Adwin shouted '' Hey guys!shut up be4 the ***** comes in again!''
n teacher was alrd on her way up! lol..
he's so lucky teacher din hear anything!!!! XD everybody was like OoO adwin!!!!!!...
i was laughing like hell..i laughed till i was crying n my face was like RED..XD
yeah...i got scolded..... but it isn in de rulez dat say u cant laugh in claz rite??!! hahahahaha...

Dats all... anyways..dat reli cheered me up cuz i had a loooooong,bad n tiring day........... will update more nxt time...
Mean time..its all about study..XD

2009-04-26T04:56:00.000-07:00

Exams coming up again..T.T
sTuDy.............. life's so boring in secondary...................
hey...... i figured out something...... once u get over a guy.....n try to be close frens again....it's a totally different feeling!!~a nicceeeeeeeeeee feeling...

2009-04-20T06:14:00.000-07:00

I keep on thinking your mad
I'd rather be dead
Was it something I did
That you just hid
Everytime I thinkI think of you
Everytime I blink
I don't know what to do
I wish I could help you
But I don't know howYou know I love you
Even nowI sometimes cry
Sometimes for you
I'm sorry to pry
I just don't know what to do
I don't know how to help you
Which makes me mad
I feel very uselsee
Which makes me sad
I love to talk to you
But theres no time in the day
I wish I could hug you
Please don't go awayI love you
Just stay another day

2009-04-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

"if only you knew"
staring at me with hypnotizing eyes,those the color of tropical skies on cloudy days,you take my cold hand and press it to your heart"can you feel my love, mon cheri?"i look up to the stars above and whisper quietly"if only you knew."lying in bed, staring out the window,i see only his face,i gather my thoughts as they frolic about,stirring the senses of my brain, i feed them as i try find the buried purposefor my clouded mind...if only i knew.you hold me tightly,whispering in my ear as my tears soak heavily into the pillow.you kiss my forehead lightly,telling me ill be alright,not to be afraid.not when you're by my side.i lay weakly in your arms, telling you why.i tell you everything and you tell me not to cry,i sigh as you wipe away my tears"if only you knew."staring at me with hypnotizing eyes,those the color of tropical skies on cloudy days,you take my cold hand and press it to your heart"can you feel my love, mon cheri?"i look up into your face and whisper quietly"if only you knew."

2009-04-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

I cant smile anymore...it's hardcore...

2009-04-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

Having a crush is one of the worst thing u can ever haf..U get crushed...
Life is so complicated...It sux...
U end up ending a friendship or a relationship with dat guy...U stop talking to dat guy...
Fighting against my feelings....wen i see u..
Do u noe .... how much it hurts n tortures?... haiz...

Horrible Week

2009-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

It has been a horrible week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tons of homework... Lisan Test....
Position came back...n i got number 28..i feel so stupid..=.=
So much going on in my mind...So much happenings...
Troubles...Problems....haiz...
Everyday...Something must go wrong..Not one day this week went peaceful..

2009-03-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

Exams....D:
yeah...streeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss..................................=.=
Have to do well to stay in 1 Mesra...D:
Yes...Sejarah...Geografi.....ART?! i mean wtf?!!!!!!!!!!!!....
N I never studied sicence,maths m KHB........Im gonna flunk...D:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
After exam,i go die... :)

Be filled..

2009-03-02T18:12:00.001-08:00

Last Sunday night....at Good News church....der was a talk by Pastor David Wu....
De talk was about the Word of God....Holy Spirit and others....During the sermon, there were people shaking,trembling,screaming n doing all sorts of things..Everyone could feel the presence of God.....People were healed from sickness....It was amazing...That night...It really hit me..God is so REAL..even if we cant see him...He's Indescibable...n we dont know how MUCH God loves us...
Dat nite...i could feel warmness coming down on me...my hands were burning even tho the place was extremely cold...........I learn that we must always be filled with the holy spirit...And in order to develop our spiritual gifts...we must pray often n read the word of God...

Sick....><

2009-03-02T18:04:00.000-08:00

I'm sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay...

Updated..

2009-02-23T18:45:00.000-08:00

Recently in class,
almost everyday.. we get scolded by every teacher who teaches us...Especially my maths teacher... I think soon...all of us shall get at least 5 demerits...=D
Whats wrong wif being noisy in class anyways?...-.- we're students n humans with MOUTHS...duh...we talk...non-stop...
It's not lyk teachers nvr talk....bla bla bla...
Our clean record...GONE.... not that we ever had one... but it's the tradision of all the 1 mEsra class anyways!....=D
So many rules oso.....><

The 6 Bijak of 2008...

2009-01-25T03:22:00.000-08:00

Our class picture in school!...thanks to Sara's mum and dad...XD

It's small and not very clear though...>< nevermind...6 Bijak laz year was the best class ever..Even though some teachers might despise us...XD

CNY

2009-01-23T16:56:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all friends...=)
I will have open house on saturday morning.....Come if u want to.....but DONT come on other days..orr else....><

23/1/09

2009-01-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

Argh...5 hours of B.M today..im going nuts...
It's sooooooooooooooo boring..i got like 15/20 for my essay only..-.-
And tuition teacher gave LOTS of homework...so did my bm teacher in sch..1 essay the least is 300 words...i mean wadda hell?
anyways..today in class was quite interesting..only the part whr classamates made rumors about me.. i DO NOT LIKE any guys in 1G...-.-'' n i don fall for genius guys ..
Thats for now.. =.=

KaCaNg

2009-01-22T04:34:00.000-08:00

Two teachers teaching us are starting to say 'kacang' already...And they dont even know the other meaning to it...Lol...
During maths..
teacher asks us if we need to go through the place values and digit values..then all of us no need la teacher...then a student says soo easy like kacang ar!! the class exploded with laughter..soo in the end the teacher gave us soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much work and notes to copy down...-.- so we complain and then the teacher said u say its sooo easy like KACANG...then all of us started laughing again...XD
I will not name the other meaning of kacang for personal reasons.....but im sure my classmates that read this would noe..=)
Anyways..thats all for today..

No Title..

2009-01-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

Nooo....teacher is gonna change our sitting places.=(
It's horrible...and wad if i end up sitting next to a freak guy or sth?
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.......
Anyways...class is getting exciting again..students getting noiser n noiser!!=)
Teachers getting mad at us...haha
ahh...i miss my primary sch maths teacher...=( this one soooo strict de..><
my classmates are polluting the new kids minds...o.o now they're all perverted!!!!!haha
Some of the new guys are so annoying...
they dun noe the meaning of HEALTHY relationships between boyz n gals...-.-
little bit of thing alrd start to make a big fuss...boy girl sit together oso cannot...
whats yr problem har?...=.=
anyways everyone knows who the most annoying guy is in the whole class..i dun think i'll mention his name..

Emo?..

2009-01-16T05:17:00.000-08:00

SICK OF CRYING..
TIRED OF TRYING..
YEAH IM SMILING...
BUT INSIDE..........
.....
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IM DYING

It's complicated

2009-01-14T18:54:00.000-08:00

Guess what's my FAVORITE word....
it's.
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COMPLICATED!
ya thats right...complicated...
if u go to my friendster profile..
my shoutout is..... it's complicated..
My life is complicated...
I cant explain it to you..cause its complicated...
All my sentences are COMPLICATED...

Ya..u might think im crazy when u read this...
But if u actually tried living my life...then u might understand why i say that..
My life...
is not exactly dramtic or exciting or filled with adventures...
It's not exactly the same as all of u teenagers..
My LIFE is different..i can say something like i live TWO very DIFFERNT lives..
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One at school...and one at church and home..
I dont think i would state the reason because it's complicated..
So from saying that i live two very different lives...u would know that my life is complicated..
First reason...
I loose my real identity..
Second...
It makes my life complicated..

Well...the second word i would like to use is...CONFUSED..
I would explain that to you in another post..when i get back form school..

Miserable and Horrible

2009-01-14T03:43:00.000-08:00

It's sickening...hurting...depressing...and everything that is negative..
Some people would just NEVER get it..
Why??
Some people dun bother to understand..or even ask..
They just go straight to the point..
If u r that type of person...then please...LEAVE...
Cause this is where u learn about my real life...who i really AM...n what i go through everyday..
i express my anger here too...so if u cant stand it...then i advice u to leave this blog now.
Anyways..back to the topic...
Have u ever felt like ur all alone?..and no one around u understands how u feel? only well maybe your good friends from school..
I felt like that...Lotz of times...It's depressing...
Soo...what i usually do is sit by the window..listen to music and stare at the rain...
If u feel that way...try doing that..it helps alot..
Calms you down..Or u could just call yr best friend up n talk till ur tired..=) works too..

anyhow...im done here...FOR NOW...
soo till nxt time...

It'

2009-01-13T17:43:00.000-08:00

Im back..School starting...

2008-12-31T18:32:00.000-08:00

Finally!! Back from Melbourne...
So nice to be home again with friends..=)

The BAD part is school's starting..=.=''
i'll be more specific.............. SECONDARY school...
Scary....I hate going to new schools...-.-
Plus i havent got my textbooks yet..I think im the only who hasnt since i was away..-.-

Well i should stop here....Wad could be worse??...

Christmas dinner in Melbourne..Holidays in Melbourne...

2008-12-27T02:49:00.000-08:00

My family and me joined a christmas dinner at my brother's pastor's house with some church members..The house is BIG...haha!It was awesome..
Lots of homecook food..hee..
I made new friends!..I'll put some pictures in when i get back..or if u wanna view it now u can go to my facebook..I got tagged..xD

Holidays in Melbourne!!

It's great to be together with my brother and sister again...The whole family together...
The days pass by fast..We did lots of stuff together..So here it goes..

Sunday (the day we arrived) : Dinner at a japanese restaurant..(buffet)
Monday (the second day) : Shopping at MYERS and SAFEWAY..Walking..Korean dinner..
Tuesday (the third day) : Road trip to Monnington...Strawberry farm...Chinese dinner
Wednesday (the fourth day) : Breakfast with sister's friends..Walking..Christmas eve dinner!
Thursday (the fifth day) : Christmas service in sister's church..Lunch at Uncle's house..Christmas dinner at pastor's house..
Friday: (the sixth day) : Boxing day! soo..shopping at big discounts..Ice-Cream..
Saturday (the seventh day) : Breakfast at dandenong..Berries farm..Waterfall..Italian dinner

Well thats for now..Till i'm back i'll update it again..haha..

Poems..

2008-12-17T17:28:00.000-08:00

Our Love

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me, We then,Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars, But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers.
This place that was ours.

Twilight

2008-12-17T17:13:00.000-08:00

I'm not crazy about Twilight like some people..I just love Edward's piercing eyes..and Vampires...

2008-11-27T19:24:00.001-08:00

Life....Faith

2008-11-27T19:13:00.000-08:00

All of us take life for granted..My best friend just passed away.That opened my eyes.I realize how i have treated my life.I treated it like it meant nothing to me.Well, I'm pretty darn wrong about that.Our lives could be taken by God anytime.God put is in this world for only one purpose.That is to serve him..Instead of doing that,we live at our own desire..My best friend was diagnosed with cancer..A few months later, all of us thought that she was getting a lot better but than she died.I had a hard time accepting this..But my friends helped me a lot along the way..Thanks guys for encouraging me to move on.Especially my classmates...I knew i had to be strong..Its even harder for her family..So all of us should pray for them..!

Article...

2008-11-25T00:12:00.000-08:00

ASIA CONFERENCE 2008

(Touching Asia, Transforming the world)

This Conference was held in Singapore at the Singapore Expo by the Cityharvest Church. The conference coasted 4.7 million dollars to organize. This was the first Asia Conference and there were 25,000 delegates from all over the world except from the continent of Antarctica. Amazing right? The conference lasted for 6 days from 19-24 of November. There were many world-renowned speakers singers such as Benny Hinn, Phil Pringle, A.R Bernard, Don Moen and Kong Hee who is the pastor and founder of cityharvest church which has more than 15,000 members. By God’s grace, this church has experienced phenomenon growth. I hope that we can work together and make our church grow as well. I have learned such a lot from this conference. It was a life transforming event. I attended the youth and praise and worship workshops. The speakers for the workshops were amazing and inspiring. I learn lots from them. There was an opening night and there were so many people that we had to queue up for an hour. Furthermore, we were only allowed to Hall 10 which is the overflow room. It was a great experience! I hope that one day we can also see thousands and thousands of people queuing up to come to our church to worship God. That is my biggest dream and I hope that we can share the same dream. I had an amazing time there. The praise and worship was led by different bands from all over the world. It was awesome! Everybody could feel the presence of God during the praise and worship. People kneeling down, crying and just praising God. I am convinced that praise and worship should be the ultimate goal for the church. Passion for God in worship precedes everything else. It is the fuel for service and it energize us. One of the conference speaker, Pastor Phil Pringle told us that when we worship we must completely surrender to God and enjoy his presence. If God manifest His presence to us during praise and worship we don’t have to stop because we feel it’s time to move on to the next thing. When we decide to break with traditional ways of doing things and allow the Holy Spirit to move, we will experience many things that our hearts ache for. During this conference, God has been really good to me. I felt His presence. I felt touched by the Holy Spirit. Never in my life have I felt this way before. I encourage all of us to attend conferences like this to be blessed and exposed to other churches. I’m very blessed to have opportunities like this to go with my parents. We have to be hungry for God’s Word. The next Asia Conference is in 2010 in June. I believe there is more to come!

Asia Conference 2008

2008-11-24T01:54:00.000-08:00

I had an excellent time in the Asia Conference that was held in Singapore...
It was a life transforming event!..They were many renowned speakers such as Benny Hinn,Phil Pringle and so on..

Here are some pictures...

Holidays...

2008-11-18T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hey folks..
Its the holidays now..Great isn't it?Not really...Its only the second day..and im getting bored...
But going away soon...(=
Asia Conference in Singapore!...Don Moen's gonna be der too!...Its gonna rock...=p
Well yeahh...i'll go der and take some pics den post it here...

So till den...Thats for now..(=

~aNnE~

Celebration in pizza hut.....

2008-11-17T18:51:00.000-08:00

We celebrated our results in pizza hut with our form teacher...
It was on the second last day of school..So here are some pictures with friends for memories....

Hong Kong....

2008-11-17T18:25:00.000-08:00

Prefect trip 2008

2008-11-17T17:55:00.000-08:00